Long time, no see...

i just remembered i have a blog!!! what a wonderful feeling, but jeez i haven't written since spring and there are so many things that happened to me during summer and autumn and my TOEFL and boys and school.....

but i will not go back to that, i'll just leave place for imagination :)) i'll just start from where i am right now: in my room, on the floor staring at a picture of a man that changed my life. i don't know him, i just have his picture from national geographic magazine. he's the image in my head (and now on my closet door) for "never forget what's really important".

because every day i am surrounded and ever overwhelmed by actions, people and things that someone like my man on the closet door would never encounter and have to deal with. so i'm just trying to reduce everything to the simple way of it's existance. that's something like an experiment for myself, a treatment for my spirit to learn how to appreciate small things <3

long story short, my professional, social and love life turned out to be a total mess and i licked my wounds for too much time. it's time to put them straight