wishlist

I`m not really sure about how to make this post a separate item on my blog, but I`ll do it soon. Until then I want to make this post so I won`t forget anything. (some are for Christmas, some are for my birthday, some are for me to buy in time). Check it out.

1. Dublin (C. and me)

2. that necklace from Tiffany`s

3. ipod earphones

4. nina simone

5. Henri de Toulouse-Lautrec postcards

6. shoes (sneakers and manolo`s)

7. the notebook

8. bag

9. venetian mask

 10. travel mug

 11. bambi

12. map of the world

diary entry

Today I woke up with my mum’s voice whispering “you should probably get out of bed, it's 6:20”, as in 4 hours and 20 minutes late. I was supposed to study before daylight. I panicked, I cursed, I tried to make the morning go away, but then I asked for coffee and hit for the bathroom. The water in the shower was barely warm; I couldn't find anything nice to wear, no time for breakfast, no time for make up. I called my friend, we met up and literally ran to school.       

First class, not so relevant; the second one pretty interesting. I was supposed to take my final in physics today, but she decided to ruin my perfectly thought plans. We all had a test paper and messed up. Then she told me to go to 11^th C and take my final with them. I agreed, but ended taking my biology test that time. No one was pleased, not even me.

Penultimate class, physics again, but no final. She had nothing prepared for me. I got really pissed off and I yelled that I’ll change my major I went back to my place. After a couple of minutes, she approached and in a very ungraceful manner, handed me a paper and told me “go to the first desk, will you?”. I was furious, but still, I said nothing. I won't have very good results in this one, but I’ll definitely complain to my headmaster about her, especially after she tried another malicious move. Too bad for her, she had no clue who she was dealing with.

To end this whole school stuff, I got home and got to thinking about Christmas holidays. I love Christmas. The whole Santa Claus concept, the gifts, the cards, the candy and the cinnamon smell, everything.

[to be continued later this night] 

What is happiness?

I do realize I'm neither the first nor the last person to ask this question. People all over the world have answered  it so many times in so many different ways and will continue doing that until the end of being.

I personally know what happiness is, I've lived it a couple of times, but I can't put it in words for you to understand. I think the definition of happiness varies from one person to another. I've done my homework about happiness and I've heard people defining it from “comfortable shoes” to “a clean MRI on a brain scan”.

I guess, I measure mine in precious, unique, never to come back moments. I like the saying “Carpe Diam” and every time I get the chance to do that I feel amazing. Again, I could say that, from my own point of view, happiness is the most amazing feeling anyone can get in a lifetime. What I mean is that every other feeling that you consider important might be included in the large term of ‘happiness’.

Of course, love is the other very powerful feeling that we more than once get during our living. And nothing compares to love, but again, you can love and be miserable. So, I need to make a correction in my statement: happiness is the most amazing feeling anyone can get in a lifetime, only if it’s followed by love.

I also heard about this American psychologist, Martin Seligman, which found an equation for happiness. He said it equaled the sum of genetics, circumstances and voluntary control. It may be so, it may be not. I don't really think there’s an equation or logical reason for everything. Some things are just meant to be. And if for someone there are all the small things that make them happy, then be it. You can't expect happiness just from the greatest happenings. That's the main wrong idea that the world has.

 I myself feel happy when I listen to the music I love, when I travel around the world, when I'm with people that I care for, when I drink coffee.

Tag

1.If your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?

If I loved him, I would be heartbroken, but i would live. If I loved him enough I would probably forgive him, but I couldn`t possibly share anything with him. If I wouldn`t love him, i wouldn`t care. I would just dump him. But then why would I be in a relationship with someone I didn`t love?

2. If you have a dream you’d like to come true, what is it?

Work at the UN. 

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?

Toader`s.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?

I would travel all over the world.

5. Will your best friend always be your best friend?

Always have, always will.

6. Have you ever been in love with 2 people at once?

Nope.

7. How long would you wait for someone you really loved?

All my life, if I knew he would love me back a billion times than I do. 

8. If you won the lottery, would you quit the job?

Not really, but I would get a job where I can do what I really like. Maybe I would become a writer.

9. Who is on your celebrity top 5 … you know, the ones … that if you ever had an opportunity …

Umm.. Hugh Grant, Pierce Brosnan (if he was younger), Mick Jagger (anytime, anyplace), Paul Walker and Ryan Gossling.

10. What sucks the life out of you?

Besides Toader...umm..Toader in his bad days...

Well...maybe failing in something..

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?

Married with 12 kids...not really..i don`t really know, somewhere abroad..studying or working in Geneve.

12. What is your greatest fear?

Spiders...and having a child with malformations

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

Well, she`s my best friend so I could think of a million things to say about her, but I think I`ll stick to deep down, she`s a good girl..

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?

I think married but poor, but that only if I was happy...it`s not worh living if you`re single, not even if you`re rolling in money

15. What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?

Brush my teeth and pour some coffee in my mug for later. 

16. Would you give all in a relationship?

I definetely would, IF I loved my mate.

17. Is your career vitally important to you?

Of course, it represents my entire future.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done? 

It depends on what that thing was, and on who that person was. 

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?

It`s nothing prefferable here, everything is questionable.

20. I`m sending this to Fifi, Laura.